Thanks in advance to all well wishers of a Happy Birthday on the 7th of October! Birthdays make me realize how far I am from better towns where nicer people gave me amazing parties. I am far from my REAL home in this town most obviously on my birthday.
The Strange Letter
Weeks ago when I was super sick with Covid someone named Micheal tired to tell me there was something wrong with my car. I had never told them about the make and model of my car, or let them walk me to my car so how did they know anything happened with it? Creepy stalker crap this seemed to be. Then another strange thing happened with my mail. The Mercury club in Seattle, WA wanted to offer me a membership. I applied for membership YEARS ago when I was visiting my aunt Trish living in Bothell a suburb of Seattle, and they said I lived too far away. I had never given The Mercury my new address, and yet mail had been forwarded from one of my older Virginia addresses to me! How did they MAIL that crap? How is Virginia LESS far? Stalkers-stalkers all around! Proof positive people are sharing information about me behind my back, and getting it wrong.
I am a domestic abuse survivor, and have had many ex-boyfriends many times steal money from me, punch me bloody in the face, and stomach. People on the Internet need to STOP forking information over to “friends” who say they want to “help” women in that stalker criminals say that sort of thing too ALL the TIME. The Internet is sadly a treasure trove of dangerous information and misinformation. I have been to some great night clubs, with fun nights, and had good relationships in other areas. In Virginia the clubs are nothing but con-artist abuse factories for bad men meeting new victims. This is why I go on SO MANY road trips out of state, and go FAR away to be social as often as I can hit the road by car, or Amtrak, or road bike. This is why I keep a P.O. box far from my home. An important aspect of data privacy many Internet chat boards forget to mention is do not use home addresses. Simply put don’t talk about women’s personal information behind their back you are NOT helping them, and getting it very wrong.
Lesson of the Week: it is please don’t wait until there is an emergency to let friends know that you care. People most need love when they are least lovable some days. If you ridicule someone for dramatically seeking help someone watching may not want to get help themselves later-on. Years ago people harassed the crap out of me when I went to a therapist after a bad divorce, and then people ask why don’t people go to therapy?… Duh it is the harassment thing!
Every weekend I go out in Richmond, VA I am horrified and disgusted by how horrible people are on average compared to New Orleans and Austin where I lived for years. Last weekend I went out in Richmond and it was the most horrible night ever, and reminded me why I am always saving up for road trips far away. I hate Richmond, Virginia with all my soul. #Virginia Is For Nightmares
I am super glad I cancelled my summer road trip plans. I was almost driving in this storm.
My Summer travel is not going to include Texas. Car repair issues are putting that on delay.
I would like to point out I am on NO antidepressants, and have not taken any in years. My life has always been better without antidepressants, and it was human sewage that tried to convince me I needed them. Sometimes outrage or sadness is the APPROPRIATE response in that it makes you want to escape abusive situations. If you are in a horrible situation and abusers are trying to make you take so many drugs that you don’t notice the abuse it may be the abusive people and NOT you that is the issue. It may be that your life and surroundings needing some change is the real problem. Just as doctors over prescribed opioids at dangerous extremes they are doing the same with antidepressants now.
I have an abusive cousin named Zathyn who my mom has been forcing me to let stay at my house on and off. This is how mean he is becoming. I showered many times, helped my mom pay rent, gas, and bought her groceries. Also I worked all this and last week as a teacher. He locked me out of the bathroom to force me to take a cold shower. Should I call the cops on him? It is thing one million making me want to leave Virginia.
If I don’t say anything people only hear his version of the story. This is why I am so silent frequently is my abusive family tortured the urge to talk out of me.
COVID-19 booster and flu shot day. There will not be a podcast today due to extreme booster sickness from host Andrea Menzies.
Frozen History 7 Publishing Book Review Podcast 